If I go to you, not for just like little annoying things like homework or annoyances, but for big things like the future or family issues or relationship stuff or my past, it is huge of me. My walls are built so tall that when I’m depressed or when I’m upset or pissed, I never do anything about it. I’ll keep it to myself until it gets serious. I’ll keep it to myself if I don’t want to scare people away. I hate when people see me cry. I hate feeling vulnerable. I hate asking for help. I hate feeling like I’m a nuisance. It’s scary sometimes knowing that people won’t find out until it’s too late so if I tell you how I feel, it means I trust you enough to tell you things. It means that I am asking for help. It is a huge step for me to ask so please appreciate it when I come to you and ask you to listen. Please don’t take that for granted.